Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Feeling hopeful again

In the vein of positive thinking this month, for some reason I'm feeling hopeful that things worked. I'm not sure why, as nothing's really different, but at least for the next 7 days I can feel happy and positive. As my HCG-boosted, progesterone- and estrogen-soaked body prays for implantation and a BFP at the end of next week. What are the chances?

DH is being bad and still drinking a fair bit of beer, though he has cut down a little, and keeps forgetting his vitamins. He doesn't want to think about the fact that he might have a problem causing this 0.5mL volume problem. I'm dragging him along to his second RE appointment with me since we started seeing her over 1.5 years ago, because I want to see some action in terms of looking into what might be wrong on his side. I want a urology referral and some further testing for him, darn it!

On the positive side, I only felt a little bit sad/bitter when I did a labour epidural today for a girl who's almost 10 years younger than me. I sure felt old...

I think it's time for early bed, a listen of a little relaxation mp3, and some more positive thinking. Good night!

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