I couldn't sleep last night for the excitement of thinking that maybe, just maybe I might finally get a BFP today. And a darker OPK. First bad sign: temp drop. Second: OPK lighter. Third: HPT most definitely negative. And then I got brown-tinged CM at work today. I know AF is going to come knocking in the next day or so.
I just keep sitting here feeling sorry for myself. DH is away till Friday, so it's a good thing I've got a lot of studying that I can do to try to distract myself from my misery. I thought my mother might send me an email today to see how I'm doing with the news that my brother's having another baby, but no such luck there. I just feel so broken and alone.
Maybe I should give up the hopes of this working semi-noninvasively, and just go for IVF. Or a couple IVF consults at least to see what they have to say.
Why me?
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1 comment:
I know all too well how you feel with the disappointment of another BFN.
IVF has been successful for thousands of women before us. It can't be the end of the world. Let's hope we both get there in '09.
xx
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