Sunday, August 12, 2012

And so the wait continues

We're now 9 days post transfer. Beta is not until Friday. I'm not sure if I'll be able to hold out that long. Really, why wait till 14dp5dt? The clinic wants us to not "see" the chemicals. I guess they think that waiting for a long time will take some of the anxiety out of the process. I'm not sure that's true.
I think I'm going to get my beta drawn stat at work. That way I can at least log in and check it myself rather than waiting hours and hours for the clinic to call. I know enough by now to know what's what, what's a decent number or not. I don't know if I'll be able to hold out till Friday though. The only issue with doing it at work is that I'll then have to tell some of the nurses/registration people I work with that we did a FET and need to check on the outcome. That's a little awkward. And it'd suck to have people ask me about how it turned out.
Still praying and hoping hard here.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh the waiting is the worst. Lucky you to have the option to check at work. Keep us posted and sending tons and tons and tons and tons of positive wishes your way.

Lisa said...

Keeping you in my thoughts!

Mo said...

thinking of you. seems like you've been waiting a LONG time. If it feels that way to me, I can't imagine what it's feeling like to you! we are with you and hoping for you.

mo

Michelle said...

Mo said it more eloquently than I ever could. I can't imagine how long this wait has felt for you, Kate. I have been thinking about you constantly!!! Here's hoping! :)